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Sorry to hear about the tax noobs... that must be the last thing on your mind right now...

Oh and btw, you never annoy us mate, we're so happy you keep us posted when u can!

<3 Tronec

Stupid tax office, bunch of evil fekkas. : /

Keep up the pace/peace m8.
When post ya life inhere, make ya feel a bit more "happy"... just throw it out then.

like Apo said "Keep us posted in the up coming weeks, its good to hear from you".

oink ya.

Hey peeps!

Last blood control i had hemoglobin value of 13.90! Normal value of mens between 16 and 120 years is 14,0 - 17,5. Thats nearly normal!

No wonder that i am be faster, stronger and more active atm.

But that have nothing to do with the malicious cells in the bone marrow.
Are they still raising? Is my body lying me again (feel good - bad cells raising)?
Next research i ll know. I have the bone marrow taking on 13. dec. but must wait a month to get the results.

Waiting time is the hardest.................


Greets!

Marwin


Just funny thoughts:
Normal hemoglobin value of womens are (16 to 120 years lifetime) - 12.0 to 15.7. Could you imagine, what ll happen, if they could have the same high values like mens?
They would be better in:
-running,
-hunting (prehistoric time)
-sports at all
-asskicking mens
-world dominating things.




Good luck peeps, have a nice day!

nice to hear from you Marwin , hope everything goes good at december and januari wish u all the best. waiting is the biggest thing u have to fight with but everything is going to be alright year 2011 will bring u more good things.

Hey Marwin,

it's nice to hear that your hemoglobin value is almost normal and you feel better and more active now. I hope you enjoy your time a little more these days!

I understand that waiting must be hard. The best probably is to try not to think too much about it, but I guess that's almost impossible. Anyway, maybe there's a chance that the bone marrow examination will give some good results as well. I deeply wish for that, mate!

All the best,
Coco.

Indeed that's good to hear Marwin

Looks like you will see that Tron film then ?

Glad to hear this Marwin!
Hope the wait will be easier with a lot of awesome movies for you to watch! =D
Keep us posted mate!
<3 Tronec

Hi,

I was just asking about you this week. Good to hear this news.

Thanks,

Van

gratz with the improvement

Hey all, me again

On 13th and 14th of December i got the recommendation from my oncology doctor that the transplantation of blood stem cells would be the better option.

The reason of this recommendation is that i will miss the targets of the "should have" values one year after beginn with the second medic "sprycel (R)".

Its a recommendation from him, but i have to decide it. Its not only a decision between hot choclate and cappuccino. Its a decision of life and how it ll goes on ... of MY life!

If we ll show it abstract, its like the decision in Matrix with the pill scene. What one Neo have to take, the red one or the blue one.

And this decision is maybe final. Why?

If i decide to go on with medic, then i could lose the remission of my blood, and then i got a way bader starting situation for transplantation.

If i decide to transplant there are so many points, i cant list it now. I take only few:
-From high dose chemo the kidneys ll get a demage.
-From radiotherapie u can get another cancer.




There are not allways only bad things if someone have leukemia. There are allways two side from where u can see it. A bad one and a beautiful one. Last few months i had the greatest in my life with all ups and downs. I realized to life, and this is the beautifullest christmas present i ll ever get.
As example: What present u ll give at christmas?
Toys?
Some stuff for kitchen, or work?
A expensive jewellery?


Or ll you give the most precious possession that everybody has?

Some Attention



If u want to know how i feel last time, then watch the movieand dont see the bad thing in it, its the beautiful thing that counts. Its a complete another story as that one form me, but absolutly the same feeling.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17sIyLOm0Xc[/youtube]


Tell me is this feeling not great?

And now give me.......
:xhug:


Marwin

Hey Marwin,

I don't really know what to write about this. I think as long as people are not affected, they don't really think about things like these - valuing the small and good things in their lives. Everybody is so concerned about achieving even more than they actually have that they kind of lose focus about what really counts in the end. My impression is that you apprehend these things very clearly now and learned to make the best out of everything you have. This is a great gift in my eyes and you should try to carry on like this. If you get over your disease, you'll most likely be a wise person with a different view about things in life.

Concerning your decision, this really seems to be a tough one. As I understand it, sticking to the medicine somehow would be the easier way, because it would mean to just continue as you did and hope for the best. The transplantation, in return, seems to hold a chance for great improvement, but at the same time means risk for deterioration and new problems/diseases. So you can win much and lose much without any guarantee.

I can't give you advice, of course, because I just don't know enough about all of it, and if even the doctors lay it in your hands, how could I be wiser? All I can say is that I sincerely hope that whatever you do will be the right decision in the end. I'm sure everybody who knows you wishes you to stay and remain healthy as long as possible - at least I do. So always think about this and try to gain confidence from the good wishes!

All the best and good luck, mate!

}TCP{Coco wrote:I can't give you advice, of course, because I just don't know enough about all of it, and if even the doctors lay it in your hands, how could I be wiser? All I can say is that I sincerely hope that whatever you do will be the right decision in the end. I'm sure everybody who knows you wishes you to stay and remain healthy as long as possible - at least I do. So always think about this and try to gain confidence from the good wishes!

All the best and good luck, mate!

Coco, i got a gain from the wishes! Thx mate.

}TCP{Coco wrote:Concerning your decision, this really seems to be a tough one. As I understand it, sticking to the medicine somehow would be the easier way, because it would mean to just continue as you did and hope for the best. The transplantation, in return, seems to hold a chance for great improvement, but at the same time means risk for deterioration and new problems/diseases. So you can win much and lose much without any guarantee.

Exactly, and this u cant decide in 10 seconds like in Matrix.

}TCP{Coco wrote:Hey Marwin,

I don't really know what to write about this. I think as long as people are not affected, they don't really think about things like these - valuing the small and good things in their lives. Everybody is so concerned about achieving even more than they actually have that they kind of lose focus about what really counts in the end. My impression is that you apprehend these things very clearly now and learned to make the best out of everything you have. This is a great gift in my eyes and you should try to carry on like this. If you get over your disease, you'll most likely be a wise person with a different view about things in life.

Hey Coco, you got exactly the point, and now i dont really know what i should say.

Except one thing. I dont ll be a wise person. I bring wise persons allways with long white beards in conjunction. So maybe Ramses is wise


Marwin

Wisdom usually comes with age, but it will increase rapidly with extraordinary experiences. So don't underestimate yourself!

Well you seem to be in good spirits Marwin, which will help a lot whichever path you decide, and of course everyone here is wishing you the best